This week has been a lot better but we have been stressed relationship wise. I think because this is dragging out so long.
Did have some bright red spotting yesterday and very very tiny pieces of what looks like tissue. I think the blood my doctor saw on the u/s 2 weeks ago must have been reabsorbed as all my bleeding was red. Will see what today brings as I have only seen tiny tiny pieces of tissue. Bah just want it to end.
I haven't finished my letters to my angels yet. Still on my third letter which is to our angel Shay. Really need to finish them.
So I am still bleeding today. Had a little bit of tissue pass yesterday and then just bleeding today like a heavy period. Also this is day 3 of a headache.
Why must this take so long. So this is about two months post D&C and it is great the last bit of tissue is passing now, but it is like a second miscarriage and just hurts and a reminder.
As for counting as a period I think I will put it in my apps as a period and just see how it goes because the bleeding I had Feb 9 if it was a period (though wasn't) I would be getting a period right now.
So weird how things work.
So I finished this bleeding. I am hoping this is the last of it. I finished on Mar 23. May call my fertility specialist just to keep them in the loop.
My anxiety has been building up again the past week to know. I am hoping it is the early PMS and my boobs are still lumpy which always happens with my mc until my period.
Some days though lately have been hard again. The bleeding lasted 2 weeks and it was like a second miscarriage again.
Now I know we want to try for number two and we have been having sex every couple of days so just not pushing it and not preventing. Taking the aspirin again but this anxiety is almost a terrified feeling and I don't know why because when I thought I got my period in Feb I was all excited to be trying.
I just wish my body would pick something and stick to it. I thought not being pregnant would make my anxiety better but this past week or so it doesn't seem that way.