Surprisingly I am actually really sad today. I didn't expect it. I should be about 7 months pregnant now. We didn't do any of the things I wanted to do today (except sleep in as daughter slept in).
I am sad and my husband doesn't seem to notice and just thinks I am being bitchy.
I am still also spotting after period which sucks too and my mom just wished me a happy mothers day but didnt ask how I was. My aunt did as she has had losses and I talk with her about it but I lied and said I was good.
I also really want to work on my letters tonight while having a relaxing bath but as we had an assessment on our apartment earlier this week we threw all the junk that was sitting around into bins then put them in a closet and I think the bin it is in is on the bottom.
I don't know I am just feeling like shit and sad. At least I see my counselor this week