Originally written 03/03/2014
I am getting so tired of these up and down emotions though anyone who is happy makes me mad/bitter and then today it really sucks and very frustrated with my body now. It is still going to be at least a month until we can start trying. Bah.
My hcg is still 3.98 today. Doc said if was above 4 would have wanted it done again next week so we will see what she says. My hcg feb 6 was 16.58.My d&c was Jan 10 and I have tissue left over (found out due to one and off bleeding after the two weeks) about 0.43cm in size which is about the size of half your thumb nail.
My doctor hopes it resolved at my period which should happen 4-6 weeks after my hcg reaches 0. If not or I don't get a period we will be doing a d&c as the pills don't work very well for that small of a piece (the nurse was talking about then plus don't work well for me anyways)
Oh and to add to the mad thing...why is it I am so careful of foods and drinks I have while pregnant and have issues but others eat and drink whatever they want. Or a mom crosses the street with their 7 month old on a red and gets hit. How can some of these people have kids and we don't?
I am getting so tired of these up and down emotions though anyone who is happy makes me mad/bitter and then today it really sucks and very frustrated with my body now. It is still going to be at least a month until we can start trying. Bah.
My hcg is still 3.98 today. Doc said if was above 4 would have wanted it done again next week so we will see what she says. My hcg feb 6 was 16.58.My d&c was Jan 10 and I have tissue left over (found out due to one and off bleeding after the two weeks) about 0.43cm in size which is about the size of half your thumb nail.
My doctor hopes it resolved at my period which should happen 4-6 weeks after my hcg reaches 0. If not or I don't get a period we will be doing a d&c as the pills don't work very well for that small of a piece (the nurse was talking about then plus don't work well for me anyways)
Oh and to add to the mad thing...why is it I am so careful of foods and drinks I have while pregnant and have issues but others eat and drink whatever they want. Or a mom crosses the street with their 7 month old on a red and gets hit. How can some of these people have kids and we don't?